Today sucks - majorly.

Distance relationships kept alive over the net has way too much resemblage to watching the food channel on TV when you're hungry.

No one who loves you should make you feel wrong about wanting to spend time with them. There's something about people really unconsciously resenting being vulnerable and potentially dependent on another person that brings out a lot of nastiness. But I got news, life isn't a solo enterprise.

I'm not trying to destroy her, I'm trying to have a mutual loving relationship with her. I'm a loving person and I deserve that in return. This is not how it should be, this has to be solved one way or another.

Don't you belittle love
Make it a technicality.
It's not just vague above.
It's a part of our reality.

So smite me, laugh and grind it down
I still hold love in heart and high
My vivid feelings make you frown.
Too scared be caught within a lie?

Toss the coin - and pay
the ferryman a wish
To live life 'fore it's past
I wish, oh wish you'd want to stay
But I see your vote is cast.